Bloody♥Romance

2005-02-25T16:09:00.002-08:00

No more blogger!!!!
I have moved to Xanga & Myspace.
it was nice meeting all you cuntfaces. CIAO<3!

2005-02-25T16:09:00.001-08:00

No more blogger!!!!
I have moved to Xanga & Myspace.
it was nice meeting all you cuntfaces. CIAO<3!

2005-02-25T16:09:00.000-08:00

No more blogger!!!!
I have moved to Xanga & Myspace.
it was nice meeting all you cuntfaces. CIAO<3!

Hey loves<33

2005-02-03T17:00:00.000-08:00

dhfjhdsfkdjffd im really bored.
Wednesday was alright.it wasnt the best, ive had better.but it was okay. I saw ryan that day, that was cool.

Sorry for the lack of updates..i totally forgot about the computer....Last night mark&brandon&jacob came over &well it was kinda randomly,we didnt know they were gonna come.but yeah launren&me both looked like shit..but whatever it was alright.&then we went downstair in the basement &played hardcore ping pong haha.deffinetly fun. umm then we went in my room &watched scaryyyy movies..like people under the stairs..&the dead hate the living..we didnt finish that one though..then we went downstairs..&jacob&brandon were trying to do that thing..break dancing..like they do in you got served.it was seirously the funniest thing.&then we went outside &mark threw lauren in the pool..&then jacob threw me in the pool. not fun. cold&wet. no. umm then at 10:00 they left. lauren &me went inside..&watched tv..then went to bed..fun night? yeah,but more people shouldve came over to my house..

Now, i am bored. reallly bored. tomorrow i think im staying home from school,i feel all weird..like sick/upset/i dont even know. &i dont know why im upset.. its gay.

today was pretty sweet, i was gonna stay home this morning because my nose is stuffy lol.but then i didnt.im drinking orange soda.yum. hmm i have nothing else to say really..except for the fact that i have to write a rough draft for english tonight..because its due tomorrow..UGH.im not gonna do it..

Um…alrighy then..about my school day..gym was stupid. Then 3rd period was when my day started to get better.Only because i played a Napolean Dynamite game in Science. haha it was neat.UGHHH then after science..i was off to spanish..teacher is just to crazy for me.seirously,shes on crack..lots of crack..when i walk into the classroom..shes like all in your face.

one more day of school,till the weekend..yes.

im gonna go now &watch the forgotten..even though i saw it already.

If u’ve been wondering….NP is: Atreyu ; Lipgloss & Black.

ohh heck yes baby.

Burping, peanuts. . . its all good.

2005-01-26T15:44:00.000-08:00

IM FUCKIN SICK and i wont go back to school until friday! i think. idk. we have finals tommorow. ugh. horrific...anywho i put my hair up today and i got ALOT of compliments, even one of my WORST enemies said i looked really good.but then, after a while, i was burning up to 102 degrees. NEXT thing u know, i had to go home early. RIGHT NOW, im here burping and eating M&Ms..im supposed to be at soccer practice , oh well, LOL!

ill update on what happens today mucho later.

Love me on Sat. January 22, 2005

2005-01-22T01:39:00.000-08:00

+--^----------,--------,-----,-----^-,
`--------' \ `+-----------------------
`\_,---------,---------,-----------'
/ XXXXXX /' /'
/ XXXXXX / `\ /'
/ XXXXXX / `--'
/ XXXXXX /
/ XXXXXX /
(______]
`------'

bitch im gangster. ill fuck you up.
I think it's time for an update.
I kno its really early but im looking for a Valentine...valentines day is dumb…but who cares…any takers?
“Excuse me, but I was wondering if you could be my Valentine :]? This can be us under a moonlit sky.” Hah.

I love my locker, people even fight over it. :]

On another note, I just bit my inner cheek so bad. I can't even chew gum anymore. & after skool yesterday, hung out with Aamber and Brandon. Some guy missed the bus and was goin fucking crazy and yellin and what not. We were crackin' up.
Ohh Yes, I stuffed Warren in my closet this morning. P;;s Somebody IM me & make me laugh.

EDIT//
new sexified hair.
half & half. dark brown at top.
light brown at bottom.

these glasses are so fucken scene .

2005-01-18T19:20:00.000-08:00

took pictures yesterday, shall post them......now. enjoy. heh.

sillysillysilly..

ew. its steph.

well im out like WHOA.

i love my lover<3

2005-01-18T17:55:00.000-08:00

today was kind of a blur. nothing too exciting happened. we had a lab in science to do and i swore me and hannah were going to screw it up because of my stupidity. but we didnt. :) anddddd i tripped up the stairs going to my locker. im so graceful. luckily it was early and no one was around to see it. but i just told everyone so it doesnt even matter. =D

Ohio is for lovers<3

2005-01-15T21:36:00.000-08:00

Thank god for Martin luther king. pssh other wise we wouldn't have off on monday.

thanks for all the comments yo,you guys make me happy.
well, most of you. Hah.

"You could be my punk rock princess & i would be your garage band king."

that would be good if i was a guy. but im not.

gawsh i want a boyfriend =[ & but like i was telling mike i hate liking someone b/c i always get too into it & always end up geting hurt.

so moving on.. today was, fun. i went to the post office wit my grandpa & it smelled like old ppl in there. hah. interesting, eh?

then i went home.and showerd.and then feel asleep in less than 0.98764576 seconds & talked to brandon.

& he came over.

we beat the shit out of my old boombox that i hid money in when i was little.

& went to the mall to meet darcey. which humps stuff.<3..lol.

saw Dustin & Marco. & now im here. bored. hm..i have a good feeling about this weekend. i feel that it will go so splended. wel im off to put my brother to sleep now.

p;;s someone IM me and make me laugh

p;;ss wilma is ultra rad. Its her early 15th birthday today.lol. WHOO go WILMA!

2005-01-13T20:19:00.000-08:00

i think the world is ending.
no...seriously.

//EDIT;;

today;;

went to school.

went the library.

was sitting by a really pretty asian boy.

with a really pretty green shirt on.

went to gymnastics practice.

i'm going to blockbuster

then Starbucks.

oh what a life i lead.

But i have to admit that i love everything about you. All the times you look at me with those eyes, i fall for you, over and over again. your smile leaves me breathless. Sometimes it hurts just to think about it.
you are so amazing. <3

Make me smile. Write me a poem. Or a song. Or a nice well-thought-out sentence.
Thank you.

Pictures tomorrow..

love you all.

2005-01-08T01:35:00.000-08:00

Hello................ i am a theif to steal your heart away.

well tonite i feel like renting a blockbuster & calling a friend to bake with me. we will see what happens. tomorrow im going thrift store shopping should be fun.
i am having a lovley hot chocolate party with scarfs this afternoon along w/rachel. Wanna join us?

me and augglie were repeating neopolean dynamite lines. That was super.
& this kid was wearing a shirt yesterday that said "talk nerdy to me" and it had a computer in the background. So issac & marcos. Were like "steph we love when you talk nerdy to us." haha. & I also made an appoitment with issac to go puddle jumping with me but we couldn’t yesterday b/c of my ballerina shoes. .OH BOY. i cant wait.

I AM 86% EMO!

Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater.

Take the EMO test at Fuali.com

its cold how about someone warm me up?

ohh ooohh.

2005-01-04T19:41:00.000-08:00

i dyed my hair yo.
yaaa bizzzotch i dyed my hair dark brown & its sexed up;; now im headed to Brandon's crib to show off for him.

My Mother;; my sister;; and my father say kawhrkjqwrhkwjqhrwj when i came downstairs this morning.

My mother: OH MY GOD. [as she stands with her mouth open]
my dad: KJEHKJWHJHR WHAT THE FUCK STEPHANIE ALLISON GREEN!!@(#&!(*#&*!#&
haha.
brother: oh hell...you look so good..you indie twirp.

so yes life is good..the more i piss off everyone the happier little steph is.

<3333

umm....I want a boy

+ A nice boy

+ A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.

+ Someone who would move the hair away from my eyes then kiss me.

+ Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.

+ Someone who would think I was beautiful if I dressed so trashy it was classy.

+ Someone who would sing to me at random moments.

+ Who would let me sleep on their chest.

+ Someone who's hip bones made me want to have sex with them.

+ who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat.

+ I want someone who wouldn't mind buying me bouncy balls whenever given the chance.

+ And I would love it that whenever we went to shows, He'd let me drool over the lead singer for the night.

+ And of course he'd be in a band, and he'd be so emo he'd cry sometimes.

+ This boy would wear his trucker hats side ways and let me wear them too.

+ When he goes away, he would call me 3 times a day.

+ He would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he still does it--and I don't get sick of it.

+ He wouldn't mind me re-saying the lines to all my favorite movies.

+ We would take showers together and not think of sex.

+ He would get along with my parents and they'd buy him little random things.

+ He would surprise me with 25 cent rings.

+ we would have contests of how far we could spit our gums, or how far we could jump off a swing.

+ He would take me to a park.

+ We'd make fun of people at the mall together.

+ He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.

+ It'd be cute if he fell asleep early and I snuck into bed with him.

+ Oh and I'd love his bed hair.

+ And we'd always take pictures in photo boothes.

+ He'd never turn down a trip to the boardwalk.

+ We would play tag on the beach.

+ He'd tell all his friends about me and smile at me when he did.

+ This boy would dedicate songs to me at his shows.

+ He'd even call up radio stations to do it.

+ We'd sit on the kitchen floor and eat PB&J sandwiches..minus the j and very little pb

+ We'd makeout in the rain.

+ He would write me notes to tell me where he was if he left when I wasn't around.

+ He'd always tell me when something didn't look good, and I didn't mind.

+ He'd play monopoly with me until the "wee hours" of the morning.

+ We would play Playstation.

+ Sometime he would teach me how to play guitar, but we would always end up laughing at each other.

+ He'd run his fingers through my hair.

+ He'll always make out with me when I want him to and never pull away.

+ He will get along with all my friends, and vice versa.

+ We'll go to the dinner real late and make friends with everyone there.

+ He would quit smoking for me.

+ when in washing dishes he would give me a hug from behind and put his head on my shoulder.

+ He would never be embarrassed to say "I Love You" in front of his friends.

+ He never censorts himself if he wants to say 'cute' or 'aww'.

+ We'd take midnight car rides down to the beach.

+ And of course, he'd be great in bed.

+ We'd have pillow fights and throw sheets when we changed them.

+ I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when I got sad and apologized.

+ I want a boy who would take me to a place like Target just to make fun of certain things.

+ He'd love music just as much as I do, but still have that punk rock side to him.+ We'd dye each others hair and stain towels.

+ We'd have a candle lit dinner with take out.

+ He would pretend box with me and buy me swords at toy stores.

+ We'll kiss at midnight on new years in Times Square.

+ We would make funny faces at each other when I'm on the phone.

+ I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.

+ Someone who would take me to the city just to walk around.

+ Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house.

+ Someone who would tell me I was beautiful, but not too often.

+ Talk to me on AIM about stupid things.

+ Someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something very, very serious, yet silly and tell me not to laugh.

+ Someone who doesn't mind me drooling over all the hot boys because in the end he knows its only him i want

+ Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could.

+ He'd pick up a flower for me while walking.

+ He would scream every word to every song we play in the car.

+ He'd surprise me all the time.

+ He wouldn't break my heart or lie to me.

+ A boy who would watch me put make up on and let me put a little glitter on his cheeks.

+ A boy who likes stars also like I do.

+ We'd quote lines from movies or songs to describe that moment.

+ He'd hold me closer than normal if I was sick.

+ He would draw me pictures.

+ We'd go out alot, but also stay home some weekend like hermits and keep to ourselves.

+ When we kissed our lips will be pressed together.

+ He'd play with my hair.

+ We'd go to diffrent phone boothes and call each other.

+ We'd buy disposable cameras in bulk and take tons of pictures.

+ We'd fight sometimes, but he never settles on what I think, it would have to be mutual.

+ I want a boy who would mind to change his ways and open it up to me.

+ I want so much more, but I'm afraid I'll die with nothing.

but no..i dont want alot lol anywho, AIM-> Stephysaurus08 add me if u want.

later loves.

2005-01-02T18:28:00.000-08:00

New years resolution(s):

1) study and learn.

2) delete everyone from my buddy list who havent the slightest idea on correct capitalization and spelling.ex: BnTuLiNaTeFlY.holy crap that irritates me.

3) flip the frontside of every jimmy buffet cd i ever see in any store.because i...i...hate him.

& i am not done! that is part1 resolutions. i am still working on Parts2&3. hehe.

so, you know what probably might be the shittiest thing ever? Is when you drop everything you have planned to do something with somebody and you wait around all fucking day, and they never call. that is so lame. Also, it really hurts ones feelings. Thank you Andrew!!!

mmm, well. on a better note I talked to this pretty boy. He makes me feel all warm & fuzzy inside. I think he might be the bestest boy ever. thank you matt.=]

Go HERE & HERE.

& give them tons of com.ments.

because

i love them & so should you.

haha this post was so lame, sorry I just had to write cause im so emo right now & I have to write out all my feelings. pssshh. whatev.

continue to have whatever kind of day you're having.
& ppl that comment i will get back to u. promise.

love ya all.

p;;s today i got a effing barbie shoe stuck in my nose. lol. dont ask how. heh. it took ten minutes to get it out, & Auggie helped me. & put a dinosaur band aid on my nose cuz it hurt.

P;;s;;s if u read this whole thing i worship you.

2005-01-01T18:28:00.000-08:00

ITS MY MOTHER

FUCKING BIRTHDAY!

HAPPY NEW YEAR
EVERYONE!

Yuss!

2004-12-25T15:56:00.000-08:00

im so happy you guys. All of you who leave me comments wil be loved foreever & ever♥. I know my love isnt so much to offer but its all i have! Sowy..

Well...today. Mom woke me up early -__- i had to take care of my baby bro. Yeah. He was actually nice and let me sleep. He slept with me..aww! Hes so adorable when hes sleeping. When he's yelling like a dumbass to my music...I ♥ him even more!!! haha. i think he likes screamo. i mean. When theres no music on in my room hes all cool and mellow and stuff. i cant take that so i bust up some FFTL, a static lullaby<3, color="#ff99ff">Funeral for a friend to get in the mood. Yeya! haha. But yes. i will get him to be an emo lil kid. haha. ok im done with him.

Ok. so like today is xmas...OMG! hehe. Yes. i got to open my presents at 12 in the night so POO on all you who open them today first thing waking up..muawhahaha. i wil take pics of my prsents & all of you better too...or at least write what u got. Me wants to know!

I Onno. All i can say is Life is going so great for me. i ♥ all my friends, i ♥ all of you, im ♥ing my music. AHH its all so good. No one will ruin my day today, && if someone tries to they will get punched in the face =D.

um...ok now I'm going to go sit in my bathtub while listening to bright eyes & eating jellie beans. <3.>

ps;; who will be first to com.ment?

2004-12-20T17:29:00.000-08:00

my computer is being gay...school is over! I'm fricken happy man. I don't need to go back till Jan.6th?. idk. Finals were lame. I got a 73% on my English Final..bah. hm. yeah i got my progress report. heck yes. im officially stupid.
Gym- A
Physical Science- C
Art - B
Spanish II- B
English- B+
Geometry- B-
uh yeah. Pe rocks. you probably think im weird for saying that, but the teacher is cool.
oh...i hate those identity stealing little whores...alot
StephySaurus08: go fucking kill yourself
StephySaurus08: and don't ever try to steal anyone's identity again
StephySaurus08: or else i'll hunt you down and fucking kill you
StephySaurus08: its not her fault you are some ugly piece of shit
StephySaurus08: okay!
StephySaurus08: bitch
StephySaurus08: bitch
StephySaurus08: bitch
StephySaurus08: bitch
oxVindicatedx: yeah were cool now
StephySaurus08: you need to die
0xVindicatedx: and how can i be ugly if i look exactly like alora only with glasses
StephySaurus08: just dont do it again...okay!
oxVindicatedx: but im sorry i dont have pictures of myself
oxVindicatedx: to put up
StephySaurus08: you don't have to put fucking picture on you blog..it's an option...just like suicide
oxVindicatedx: well i figured since we look alike i mgiht as well use it
StephySaurus08: well bitch you figured wrong...now shut down your damn site

that damn hoe...psh pathetic// oh && it's official..i'm in love with Matts hair. Matt.hair.like.sex.
you guys are quite excellent at com.menting. keep it going because I love you guysss. ;;&& I want someone to make out with me in a photobooth. any takers?<333333333333.

2004-12-20T17:26:00.000-08:00

Yah. Pretty rad<33

2004-12-20T17:00:00.001-08:00

Iceskating Wednesday night

2004-12-20T17:00:00.000-08:00

ew..it's.. steph

Merry x-mas

2004-12-12T17:48:00.000-08:00

I've been checking my list,the gifts you're receiving from me will be; one awkward silence and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep staying up, waiting by the phone and all I want this year is for you to dedicate your last breathe to me before you bury yourself alive.

merry christmas, i could care less. <3>

Highlights of the day::

2004-12-09T16:29:00.000-08:00

-the power went out during second period Spanish. and since theres no windows in the foreign language rooms. it was pitch black. i almost shat my pants. of course the lights came back on in the middle of art which is bad for 2 reasons//1.i cant work on art in the dark 2.i had to suffer through the whole 4th period gym class of motherfucking double dutch.
-shelby had a lepruchan stab her stomach today during study hall and lunch. i thought i was going to die. or give birth to a camel. or something bad like that.
-i didnt do my english presentation which means i had to do it tonight. EEY.
-cheer today was a disaster. i thought i was going to piss my spankies. we had to do our "cami dance" and i almost fell over when she said we were doing it during half time..because i dont know it. and i got whacked in the head by a pom-pom everytime we did a cheer. and tomorrow we have another 2 games to cheer for. this is tragic.. =] i am officially gonna quit.
-i stole hoodie from brandon
- when i came home i ate 168 cinnamon sticks or whatver and a massive sundae. i think i might explode. but damn..twas good....

i may sound pessimistic, but dont worry. i am not. most deffinantly not. [hehe] you know why?TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY OF THIS WEEK. woopwaa.
its been real.

Pass the fucking grapes man! if u cant share by your own dam fucken grapes!

2004-11-30T17:16:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah yeah. school was hellla boring today. nothing happened.
i hate days like this...uneventful-waste-of-my-time days. damnit.
heey!! last night was fun. brandon and i hung out at the skatepark and sipped our Capri suns. then we went to the movies and watched saw. wow. that movies was so gross. it was freaky too. i dont know if i liked it. i know that i'll never see it again tho. thats foorr sure. thenn he took me home and me and my daddy ate grapes together and talked...a whole lot of talking. im at least glad that hes trying to make an effort to understand mee. my mom...she's been over it. she gets over things fast. she doesnt have an easy conscious. she feels too guilty when she yells at me!! good for me but bad for her parenting skills i guess. things with brandon and i have been better than ever!! you know what we just realized?? our 2 month coul mate anniversary is on christmas this year!!! isnt that awesome? ooh man im sooooo happy about that. its going to be sooo sweet....hehe =) really really cant wait!!

Update time, whooo...

2004-11-28T23:41:00.000-08:00

There's not much to say, I haven't been up to very much lately.
I have a psycho person appointment tomorrow. That's never a good thing. Oh well, I shall survive. finally the week behind has for the most part ended.it was the crappiest week in history .. that should somehow make VH1. it ended wonderfully though. i couldn't ask for a better time.it was one of those nights you just never want to end.

Leave me some comments...because you love me thats why.

Get to know me, because i was bored.

2004-11-22T18:26:00.000-08:00

I am the biggest dork you will ever meet.
I used to be in the school band. Mmhm. Flute.
I have occasional ghetto moments. Nucca what.
I am very sensitive; even when I lash out on people, due to my severe anger problem that I am trying to fix.
I laugh all the time, usually at unfunny things.
I cry during a lot of movies; Yes, I cried during Dumbo. Shut up.
I still love the Backstreet Boys and the Spice Girls.
Sometimes I play the same song on a loop, and don’t even realize it.
I space out all the time.
I am very shy in person, if I don’t know you.
I trip over anything and everything.
I tend to blab a lot. Kinda what I’m going now, eh?
I love lying around and watching movies. Just not everyday, because that’s lame.
I am cuddle deprived, and it’s sad.
I have occasional emo moments, then I poke fun at myself afterwards.
I like surgery shows and Discovery Channel.
I don’t watch much TV.
I like to write about things I’m passionate about. My poetry sucks.
If I ever figured out the old-school Nickelodeon channel, I would cream.
I failed the guitar unit, oops.
It’s impossible to classify me, go ahead, take a try.
I can only remember the things I don’t want to remember.
I love junk food, a lot. Thank God for a fast metabolism.
I think too much.
I’m too nice. Hard to believe? Nah.
I’m afraid of heights, to a certain extent.
Clowns scare me, a lot. I refuse to watch “It”. J
I’m afraid of the dark.
I like to draw. I’m just not always good at it. Well, sometimes.
I get attached quickly; I get my heart broken even quicker.
Guys choose other girls instead of me. No, I’m not complaining. It’s the truth.
I like being alone.
I hate being alone.
I keep to myself when I’m around people I don’t know.
Everyone gets a wrong first impression of me.
My jealousy streak is humongous.
My friends annoy me, real fast. I'm just easily annoyed in general. So don't be surprised if I suddenely stop talking to you for a while. :).
I have horrible mood swings, they're a bitch, I know.
I get cold way too easily.
I'm always tired.

2004-11-19T20:50:00.000-08:00

wow it's finally Friday. I have not been getting any sleep lately..and I've been sleeping til like 8 cause I'm just like screw it..I don't even straighten my hair anymore. I just get dressed..brush my teeth..do my make up..and like just leave my hair curly and put it in a messy bun. Maybe next week I'll straighten my hair again. Hopefully this weekend I can catch up on some major sleepage.

xEatKornx (8:23:22 PM): girls r always good at arguing
xEatKornx (8:23:43 PM): they bring up irrelavant things
xEatKornx (8:24:52 PM): wen there board about arguing bout that thing, theyll bring up another tim eu did sumthin wrong and poke u with it, and another and another and it has nuthin to do wat peratined to the origianl subject
xEatKornx (8:25:22 PM): also known as a "nagging stick"
xEatKornx (8:25:30 PM): and those r effin sharp
xEatKornx (8:25:56 PM): and then wen it gets dull they wack u in the head with it
xEatKornx (8:27:58 PM): u kno wen ur parents say i went shoppin for your christmas presnet 2day then they wrap it and put it under the tree
xEatKornx (8:28:29 PM): and then u say can i open it over over and over again
xEatKornx (8:28:57 PM): and the they say "only if u eat ur vegetables" or sumthin
xEatKornx (8:29:03 PM): but u never get to
xEatKornx (8:29:29 PM): they dangle it over your head
xEatKornx (8:29:39 PM): like wat u girls do to guys
silverXnXcold08 (9:29:38 PM): the vegetables?
xEatKornx (8:29:49 PM): omg
xEatKornx (8:29:53 PM): NO THE PRESENTS
xEatKornx (8:30:00 PM): im not gettin anywere nvm
silverXnXcold08(9:30:07 PM): LOL
xEatKornx (8:30:14 PM): too long of a point
xEatKornx (8:30:30 PM): ....for a girl
xEatKornx (8:30:42 PM): ur prob paintin ur nails already
xEatKornx (8:31:07 PM): slappin ur hand on the keyborad now and then to keep me yappin
xEatKornx (8:31:15 PM): o yea...i kno u guys

^ HA. i love my boyfriend.
Later days bitches.

Wow, last night.

2004-11-16T20:53:00.000-08:00

One of the worst nights of my life. Family fights, are always a jazz. My parents were arguing for 3 hours straight, it sucked, things started to get pysical like they did when I was 10 and had to watch them fight all the time. I got so pissed off that I was screaming my head off threatening to call the cops, and they stopped fighting pysically.
Anyways, they were pretty much fighting over me. I sware, it always seems to be my fault their fighting. My mom has been trying to live her childhood through mine because hers was horrible. The fighting was basically about my mom not being able to let go cause shes afriad, and shes too overprotective. Shes afriad that if I die its her fault, or if anything happens its her fault, cause she could've prevented it. My moms wacky, things are pretty bad right now, and I dont know what I'll do if things get worse..

2004-11-14T13:10:00.000-08:00

Yeah, SO today was ok. Goin to a game tonight with brandon and whoever else.
Though this was funny...

RaDizzLe14: whose this
silverXnXcold08: stephanie..
RaDizzLe14: do u live in folsom
silverXnXcold08: nope
RaDizzLe14: u wanna have sex
silverXnXcold08: hahahahah fuck off.
RaDizzLe14: dam i try sooo hard and im still a virgin its soooo gay
silverXnXcold08: maybe you try too hard?
RaDizzLe14: i havnt had my first kiss
RaDizzLe14: and im a sophomore
RaDizzLe14: im smart im handsom and kind wat more could a girl want
silverXnXcold08: who is this
RaDizzLe14: anthony
RaDizzLe14: do u have any advise ive had bad luck i need all the help i can get
RyDizzLe14: bitch tell me
RaDizzLe14: fuck u
RaDizzLe14: go to hell
silverXnXcold08: go wack it desperate boy.

"today was a great day....i played fear factor with my dog"

2004-11-09T20:52:00.000-08:00

Okay so school was pretty good today.. Changed lunch tables.. Also signed up for new electives in gym.. Orienteering, Juggiling, and Self Defense.. heh Should be fun. Also Started French club today.. it should be interesting.. Found out that I raised my science grade.. which is good.. I went to gymnastics practice today.. =0) it was awesome. Well I'm off to save the world. byebye kids.
-LaLa

BITCH, LET ME LOVE YOU. heh heh. i love you.

2004-11-07T19:08:00.000-08:00

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
~I said I liked you?:
~I kissed you?:
~I lived next door to you?:
~I was hospitalized?:
~I ran away from home?:
~I got into a fight?:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
~My personality?:
~My mannerisms?:
~Me?:
WOULD YOU:
~Be my friend?:
~Have sex with me?:
~Lie to make me feel better?:
~Spread rumors about me?:
~Keep a secret if I told you one?:
~Loan me some money?:
~Hold my hand?:~Love me?:
~Date me?:

::Do it::
please...
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yeah...today was...wow.
amazing. i loved it.
and i love you.
...and subway

.:one hit wonders for life:. I took a llloooonnnggg time ago.[ I'll Post the pics i took on Thursday later ]

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Ben, Josh, Jimmy, Chad, Rick. Can't you tell?

2004-11-06T19:19:00.000-08:00

lish and me

2004-11-06T19:17:00.000-08:00

he WAS wearing swimming trunks?!

2004-11-06T19:16:00.001-08:00

wish it wasnt blurry

2004-11-06T19:16:00.000-08:00

Tell it like it is...

2004-11-06T19:14:00.000-08:00

Benny

2004-11-06T17:27:00.000-08:00

I'm your own. Personal Jesus..

Alright So I walked to Sam's house.. But first stopped and Kailitn's so she could accompany me on my journey..

She picked up a twig.. and named it Alex.. and fondled it, and talked to it..
" Ooh.. Alex your so long and Skinny."
Then she practically violated the poor twig.. hah.

We then arove at Sam's house..
As she put it.. " She flew down the stairs like a monkey."
But Kaitlin said That monkeys do not fly down stairs..

We then decided that we will join a ballet class..
and that we will now call us the "clan"

The whole afternoon insisted off endless laughing..
I enjoyed it..

Hope all of you had a alright day..
Leave some comments.. since no one has been leaving any for me lately..

Well goodbye all you Beautiful.... Beautiful people...

hit the road babe.

2004-11-05T16:33:00.000-08:00

wow, im disgusted. Boys, need to have respect for themselves and girls. Take your mind outt of your pants. Stop being perverts thinking your funny and cursing your head off. Girls dont like it when your shouting __________ stephanie! right now!down the street. have some respect. and stop touching people sickos. DISGUSTING. LEAVE , RIGHT NOW .

ookk.....my mom is offcially a freak, i wont even mention what shes doing right now , its too embarasing and Grrr!!!.my computer was being all retarded earlier like it would keep scorlling down and it wouldnt scroll up and i was just like what in the world! i was definetly getting t/o ed. yeah, but the funny thing is it wasnt the computer my finger was pressing the space bar!!!! dude you guys dont even know.. how like t/o ed i was. and yeah. but i still blame the system.
well im out kids. byebye
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ohh how mexican sweet bread can make my daaaaaaaaaay!!!

2004-11-04T20:20:00.000-08:00

ohh how mexican sweet bread can make my daaaaaaaaaay!!! hehe...i guess while i was sleeping...my grandma drove 30 minutes to this little bakery across town and got some mexican sweet bread...she knows how much i love that stuff...hmmm im eatin some rite now, and anyone who has never had any...boy oh boy, yall are missing out...one day(if your cool enough) i shall let yall try some...theres like 100 different types...so yea...ive tried almost all of them...sum are REALLY nasty...then sum are like mmm mm good!

My dads gonna get me a digital camera...lol this shall be interesting...so yea schools tomorrow...blaaaaaah! aww man...twinkie and me were talking...she asked me questions and i was forced...lol ok maybe not forced but i was put in a situation...i guess u could say, to where i had to answer it....so i did...thanks twinkie...i kinda needed to get that off my shoulder...wow ive been feeling down lately...so today my uncle came home with some chocolate...yikes hes a baller....i havent ate any though...roaaaaar i really dont wanna go to school tomorrow....A days suck...i hate 1st period..i have a feeling my teacher hates me....Grrrr but i get to see Alex in that class so thats cool...then i have 2nd period...with mayra, john and andrew....then 3rd...with..other people....haha last time in that class...we were in this different science lab, and i was talking to someone and i heard this boy call out "white leader" and i responded....lol yea yea anywhooooo....lol me and...crap i forgot who it was...but we were talking about being robots....then for thanksgiving me and twinkie are gonna be pilgrims....woa time is flying by....i bit my lip earlier...it hurts like a mofo...roaaaaaaaaar...i was lazy today, i sat around and watched tv...then worked on my solo..im excited...ive been telling a lot of people about it....so i have to make my singing super awesome so i can woa my friends....thats if they come...the competition is usualy around march or april...yay for brandon, they won their soccer game....dang it i wish it would hurry up and get cold already...im ready to wear all my cool stuff...literally....yikes...me and brandon could possibly be long lost twins....isnt that weird...haaa....so today while looking for something i came across some money...cvanadian money to be exact....lol i remember saving this from when i went there....$20...and 2 dollars in coins...wow im rich now...pshh i will go back to canada someday...then ill go to new york...and ohio..cause its for lovers...then ill go to italy...then wow...getting a little ahead of my self there...yikes im going to drama tomorrow instead of piano practice...this shall be fun...ok ima go...later my loves

What Doesnt Kill Us...Only Makes Us More Emo.

2004-10-30T18:41:00.000-07:00

no skewl today. yay!! anywho, yesterday me katie and 4 other girls got to go to the nursing home to help with a halloween party. it was okay. i was nervous cuz like.. i dunno. lol but yeah, old people are so cute. i just wanna cry. haha. i know i`m weird. so yeah anyways, all these old ladies were like "you`re beautiful." "you have beautiful hair" haha i was like em okay. so yeah... me and katie danced for the people. hahahah.
haha yesterday at lunch me, kirsten, krystal, amber, and allison and the rest of the crew sat down at these 2 tables and there was TWO BOOKBAGS.. and so we were like, okay let`s just leave those there, and whoever is sitting there can sit there. so we didn`t take their seats or anything. so these seniors come up and they`re like "you guys moved our stuff" and we didn`t. and they`re like this is a senior table anyway. (its definitely not) and i was like "no it`s definitely not" lol and then this one senior was like actually it is. and im like actually its not. and amber was like shutup sarah they`re black, they`re going to jump you. haha and the girls were like whatever. and i`m like go sit in your comfy lounge that they gave you, you never wanna give that up, so why do you wanna sit in a stupid plain boring table? and they`re like ugh.. and went to the lounge. so there`s this lunch lady that was there, and the seniors tell her. and she comes over and is all, "why`d you move their stuff?" and we say "we definitely did not" and the lady is like.. well next time there`s a bookbag here, don`t sit at this table. and we`re like, well the other tables were full or didn`t have enough chairs. and she`s like, so what. you guys can find seats. and i`m like, why can`t they sit in their god damn lounge?!?! so yeah, then soleil started making faces, and amber started cracking up. and amber made me laugh, because she laughed and then soleil started laughing. and they lady is like "are you done?" "whats so funny" and i just started laughing again. and we couldn`t stop. so we almost got demerits for that. so then MRS HERNICK. the discipline lady came over and is like "next time this happens you`re getting demerits. and we had to explain the whole god damn story to her now too and shes like well you were laughing while she was talking and that`s disrespectful. and we all start laughing again. and omg i tried not to. i tried so hard. lol but yeah.. then i burped reallly loud and the lunch lady person heard me and she just glared at me. haha bad luck that day. oh and the lunch lady already hated me because one time she came up to me and she`s like where are your socks? and i`m like, on my feet. and she`s like, don`t speak to a teacher like that. and i`m like oh you`re a teacher? and her jaw drops. and she`s like go get skewl socks on or you`re getting demerits. hah. well im hungry. so im out. byebye kids.
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Leave me a comment.. please?

2004-10-29T20:04:00.000-07:00

Well we dyed my hair again and we decided to have everyone try and do streaks in their hair, so then we could have "friendship streaks"...but it didn't really work.

2004-10-29T20:03:00.000-07:00

I have been hanging out with Brandon all break! yay

2004-10-29T18:54:00.000-07:00

This is my one of my best friends Alex. I LOVE YOU TILL DEATH ALEX J. WALL!!!

2004-10-29T18:50:00.000-07:00

kid, im going to rock ur world....thats me & my bf just the other day....oh...what a day!

2004-10-29T18:44:00.000-07:00

AWWW...

i was happy until now...

2004-10-29T18:29:00.000-07:00

i was so happy until now i got this call and it was not good...i also smashed my finger...it hurt...a lot...i'm still wondering why things are happening the way they are...i'm wondering why i cant change everything and be happier...they say its my own fault...i never thought it would be this bad...i cant even really pretend to enjoy things anymore..it just seems so pointless to pretend...i'm somewhere else all the time...well, my body is here...my mind is gone..it wanders to the point where i start think it wont ever come back....then it does and i regret what i've missed...i hate being this way...i love that he accepts it...it would hurt so bad to lose my love over something i cant control...worse than any reason...but i dont think that will happen..he loves me..and i love him...i know i love him, somehow i cant keep myself from continually letting him down...maybe he would be happier without me..i dont know...i just need to stop and breath...and close my eyes really tight...and when i open them everything will be better...

oh yea peeps if u dont mind leave a comment once in a while i'd really appretiate that.

byebye kids.
-lala

humor me, and pretend like you have a functional brain.

2004-10-24T14:07:00.000-07:00

i dunno what is UP with you people.. but cut it the fuck out.

i mean, shit. lets see how immature, selfish, ignorant, insensitive, and overly fucking touchy and anal we can be, okay?

come on everyone! join in!!

assholes.

whatever happened to being happy for someone? why is it that you cant take TWO FUCKING SECONDS out of your obsessive self-pitying and see, that

"hey, wow, there's other PEOPLE in the world besides myself, and hey, maybe my shitty fucking attitude just ruined their day, so maybe i should stop being such an ass about everything and suck it the fuck up."

rocket science, i tell you.

"Wouldn't it be funny if 50 Cent and Eminem both died and all the smob kids got really depressed and turned into emo kids?"

haha.

-lala

Smashed against the bathroom floor...what a disgrace...

2004-10-22T21:23:00.000-07:00

Fuck. I just kicked my desk. I re-arranged my room tonight. Let's all pray that I don't get up in the middle of the night and kill myself.Cycle you damn fish tanks. CYCLE! *shakes fist* My patience is wearing thin.Guess what!? I got a raise! A whole freaking dollar. I feel all rich now. MTV should do a show about me called Rich Girl. Only this time it won't have the Hilfiger girl and the one nobody knows. Im a hell of alot more interesting then them.Damn. Im so freak awesome. If I ever get up off this couch i'll be unstopable.Who can tell me where that line came from? I met a boy recently. His name is Nick and he's kinda dorky. But he's one of those hot dorks. He makes being a dork cool. He wears Charlie Brown looking sweaters and these funky looking black & white dancing shoes. Atleast that's what they look like to me. He's freaking cool though. And hot. That's pretty much the only way I can explain him. He's philosophical, and makes me think. I like that. His kinda skinny though. I mean for me. Im sure he's average to most people but I kinda like guys with something to hang on to. That's ok though. He's a pretty boy. Jo thinks he's gay, but I assured her he's not. Besides Jo's gay-dar is all screwed up, which is odd because she's a lesbian. She's been wrong about the last 3 people she thought was gay. What a loser. Anyways, I guess im attracted to pretty, almost gay looking boys..who happen to NOT be gay.

2004-10-18T20:58:00.000-07:00

JULIA~ do u kno how much sugar pie has? A LOT... and u kno u want sugar.... yes u do! that'd be $8.

hello people!

2004-10-18T20:50:00.000-07:00

hello people! i would like to congradulate (or however u spell it) heather and her band ppl for getting 6th place at the bands of america thingy. yayayay! okay. ne wayyy.. im doin my geo journal now.. i havent done ne of them yet...and they're due friday! oh no! okay.. guess wat? i've sold 3 pies! yay! my goal is 5 even tho everyone has probly sold like 20 already. um..o yea, i'd like to say to sang that pie is better than sushi because sushi sucks. its gross...ew. ne way, we have a concert thursday! i wish it was like next week or sumthing..cause i have like, exams friday.. and i gotta study for those. today i went to skool and everyones like "omg its cold outside!" ahh... i went crazy cause everyone was saying it!! no..it was hot outside today. thats why we're all wearing sweaters and jackets...but u kno wat i found out? SAM thought i was a FREAK wen she first met me!! gosh..im sorry i was scared of the ball, those volleyballs were hard dude... well u kno wat? wen i first met u..i thought ur hair was short! lol... okayyyy ne way....the car wash on saturday was blah, but we made like 800 dollars i think...yeah me and leslie just held the car wash sign the whole time, so we wont get wet pauwhaah then i ripped the sign in half haha we looked so gayy "Get your bike washed!!" haha welllllllll im outt byeeee

oh so very bored...

2004-10-17T21:31:00.000-07:00

awwwwwww shit. pop freaks are everywhere. i almost hit someone awhile ago when that someone sang to me this britney song. he said the song's dedicated to me. wha!? he's probably drunk. people are getting weird these days. nicko on the other hand is ruining my life! ugh...welp -- i'm pretty bored.. im sitting here, listening to brand new.. blowing bubbles with my cotton candy bubble gum. and want to know what i think? i think i should win a contest or something.. yupp yupp yupp! well .. alyssa went home last night, cause she has gayy school. = ] lol .. yeah lets not mention that word.. ever.. " watch you ... on the ones and twos, through a window in a well lit room. become a recluse, and i blame myself cause i make things hard and your just trying to help ... " brand new <333>

i love you <333>

2004-10-17T18:56:00.000-07:00

see? i do smile.

my awresome day!!!

2004-10-16T21:07:00.000-07:00

i just got outta the shower...i got home from andy's house about 45 minutes ago...we went to the mall together...that was awesome! yeah man....i had this really good ice cream =) ...it was AMAZING!! lol...yeah then on the way home andy's mom barfed in the car.....yeah... after that we went to matt's house...me and andy well...umm yeah....chilled..listened to music and watched a movie...yeah that was pretty much my day..

13 QUICK ways to turn down/off a guy

2004-10-15T15:22:00.000-07:00

1. HE: Do you mind if I sit down?
SHE: Do you mind if I say no?

2. HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.

3. HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

4. HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

5. HE: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.

6. HE: Go on , don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.

7. HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

8. HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

9. HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?

10. HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

11. HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

12. HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

13. HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

People who deserve to be shot

2004-10-14T18:26:00.000-07:00

-Paris Hilton.

-Hilary Duff.-50 cent, Ja rule, etc.

-guys who only want sex [yes, I understand you have a penis, but I've met several males who can control their horniness].

-any living Nazi's.

-Courtney Love.-Stacey Orrico.

-Avril Lavigne.

-Ashlee Simpson.

-People who take everything offensively. LIVE A LITTLE.

-The bastard that invented pop-ups.

-The whores at my school.

-Norah Jones.

-Hypocrites.

-The skanks on this website that post up their nudes all over their page.

-anyone responsible for Nickelodeon sucking. [thank you, Scot, for that one]

-JoJo- I hope her writers find a very special place in hell.[Thank you krystal for that one]

-people who send me hate mail and expect me to be offended

- hahahah. stupid fucks. I'm not one who's afraid to post my opinions. I've gotten over it, you should too.

-Girls who stuff their bra. that's just, too retarded.. there's not much to say.

-People that TyPe LyKe DiZ. Learn to type like humans, please.

-stupid ghetto people who say "holla back". No thanks, I don't holler, but i'd gladly kick you in the crotch if you wanted me to.
-People that use letters to represent words. [Thank you Jesse, for that one.] it's just dumb, come on now. take the extra 5 seconds to spell out a word properly.

Lala

2004-10-11T15:34:00.000-07:00

Hello. You don't know me, I don't know you. Let's leave it that way. This is the second journal I have created on this site and this is the journal in which I share the side of me that no one knows. Here, in this journal, I tell the truer me that doesn't care if you like me. I don't care if you don't. This is my side that says screw you. The other half of me is probably more interesting. So, if you find a way to figure out the other me, lemme know. You probably could find my other journal easily but I couldn't care less. My name is Stephanie. That is a curse. I hate that name. I think my parents thought of the most horrendous name known to mankind and gladly placed it over my head. I prefer to be called Lala. This name reminds me of better times in which I could still smile. I am lying to you. I still smile but it does take an effort. I'll write more after I fix my site.
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